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2012-01-23T12:07:00.001+08:00

Have faith

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone! :) This year shall be a new year for me & everyone! Live your life to the fullest k. I'll try to change my habit of worrying too much & go all out! & for those people who I used to piss you guys off please forgive me & i love you guys. Hehe waiting for mom & bro to get ready so I just hop back here to spend my time ~ Heading to Granny house soon, & I'm already starving!And I found out I'm fucking fat :( Needa gym like 3 times a week after cny:(

&&&&& Recently, its TOK ZHAO CHIN'S 18th Birthday :) Photos below <3

Look how adorable is she, to imitate my actions hehee

:)

Crazy girl

Preparing the food for those big babies!

(Y)(Y)(Y)

B'DAY GIRL <3

I literally abandon my school assignments/project/test due next week hehehe just feel like spending this year's new year happily ! STRESS FREE BBY!

P/s I'm beginning to believe in us.

2012-01-19T13:02:00.000+08:00

A lil complicated

Yesterday night was one of my most miserable days,I thought things would never be the same again. But I just fucking gave in. Yet again. I just couldnt bear leaving you. :( But I know one day, we will fall apart cause of the same issues. Trust me. If its not now, it will come soon. I thought I could stand strong & force it thru but yeah, same old weakling Su. Maybe this is for the best?

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Hello darlings! Cny is coming &yet I got no feel, worst is I dont feel like celebrating. Alright, maybe I'm just looking forward to the abalone & sharkfin etc . Drool. I havent even TRY cleaning up my room . Shitzzzz, so i think this year I'm gonna dress casually to cny.

For cny:

Nails, not done
Spring cleaning, not done
Cny goods, not enough
Clothes, havent buy yet
Facial, not done

P/s I'm learning from everyone.

Crazy girls in the house!

That pervert girl!

Omgoshhhh this is freaking prettyyyyyyyyy!!! I want this!!!!!*Jealous*

2012-01-13T20:43:00.002+08:00

Are we?

So friday night shall be another day without home cooked food. So long since I have one though, everyone is busy and yeah keep having take outs. I think cause of the msg and my hair keep dropping!! :( And now, I'm texting my mom to buy me sushi!

Woo this week is so suay, i swear. Never been so suay. Like everything that is well planned goes haywire & my shoe that I wore for more than a year give me a terrible time and yeah its like god are playing a fool with me(us). Fine, since its over. Maybe there is people who are more unfortunate than me. I really feel happy to have what I have now, like yeah it is enough for me. More than. I see right, a lot of people around me arent appreciative of what they have & therefore they will never feel happy. SO YOU PEOPLE NEEDA BE HAPPY!

Still love blogger as always, seeya!

2012-01-09T00:17:00.000+08:00

I dont want to go back there again, a place where i never want to be.Again

Having only15 minutes before I finish downloading my assignments. So I was wondering if I could hop back here to share some crap.

Haha i have never ending assignments and lack of sleep. Oh & recently I was doubting myself. Like if I really want to continue my studies in this area. Maybe because I'm not recognise YET . Haha yeah i feel a lil disappointed though. But this is poly, have to do whatever i can to prove myself.

Got back my CT results. I thought I could own you but haha thought too highly of myself. Or maybe I'm being optimistic. I trust myself. I know I can pawn your ass. Bitch loserrrzzzzz

I'm gonna get bb9900 hehehe soon but dont know when. K I think my time is up. Tata!

2011-12-10T13:49:00.001+08:00

I'm growing up,

Reflected on myself, so I'm really proud of myself though^^ "Bro: What you really intend to do, doesnt come out from your mouth. " Hmm, true. "Jon: It doesnt pay to do good." Hmm, true too.

Alright I'm currently blogging while writing notes , just hope that I can score well for my CT. Apparently I screwed my semester 1, so maybe i think ct for sem 2 will be of a great help for my gpa :)Oh yeah, i wanna set up a flea stall @ scape! ( I have lots of unwanted clothes ) Sell sell sell!

Goodbye love ones, imma gonna study hardxzxz naozzx <3
3rd for inter school dragon boat competition :)

2011-11-27T03:07:00.003+08:00

Talk to me, babe

Such a hectic month for me, hardly even spend time with my television so you guys should know how busy I was. Basically, I didnt have a peaceful sleep at all so it resulted in the pimple outbreak. Haha ridiculous, but luckily it cure in days. (Y) I've been tied down with my assignments, projects, work so add up to NO LIFE. And what makes me MORE stress is my network @ home couldnt log into some site so I think tmr(which is sunday) I have to head to school to do some assignments. Sian ttm

I wanna get myself a crumpler bag, more t-shirts! More t-shirts as I'm in engineering course so people there usually wear t-shirts.... hmmm So I think after I get what I want I will be broke again hahahahhaa. Lets starve to death for my crumpler bag k.

Oh recently I went back to sell door-to-door ice-cream, but in the end i earned 10 bucks only. I think I'm not gonna work there again. Waste my time & strength -.- Besides working there, I'm still working as telemarker :) & all my colleagues are as friendly as me! Teehee what motivates me to attend work isnt the pay but is them. So now you see how they make my day :)

I think from today onwards I will tell mom that I'm not working & get my regular allowance. My mom thinks that I can support myself while working part time zzz. C'mon la I spend so much on food and shopping , how to even support myelf. I know I shouldnt lie but this is white lie so I think i will be forgiven right?!?!?!?!!! :)

1E01/T1F1 :)

The girls!!

To raj's house.... deepavali

Celebrate Brennan's bday ^^

Cute girls in the pic yo! hahahah

P/s Brain: shouldnt Heart: Want

2011-10-09T07:56:00.005+08:00

Just dont want anyone to know

A lot. Where should I start from? I'm just so glad that I have friends who care & doesnt judge me. I know I've been taking too hard on myself but I have to! Shits happen, stay strong!

Imma really excited & at the same time not. Excited reasons are..... Firstly, I can see all my cutie pies girls! Secondly, lunchy with fat& co co co. Lastly, there's assignment that occupies me so I wont give a damn about you.
Not. 1)I havent got enough clothes!!!! OK RIGHT HOW MANY TIMES MUST I REPEAT MYSELF RIGHT. 2)Not able to ton all day ,who doesnt want it right!?! 3) No time for myself. Just myself.

Just dont feel like ranting ANYMORE. To you, to anyone. I think I'll have to save some money from now on right. :( I think I really have to find myself, live for myself not others! I wanna try the handicraft side, maybe I can find myself there? Still searching for some lessons that are interesting & less costly! I'm so whiny todayyyyyyy. Why? Cause I got no plans and I woke up at 5 watching VD. HAHAHAAHA K SHUTUP.

P/s I seriously hate ants.

..... Forget to add on.... I think I'll just give up on exercising ITS JUST TOO MUCH. And I'll start from eating less. :)

2011-10-04T08:48:00.002+08:00

Maybe a little pinkish & purple-ish

So, I added weird colours to my hair yesterday.... and the anti- bacteria chemical is causing an itchy sensation even after I washed my dear hair :( My fav dry-fit shirt was in a mess due to my blur-ness! I wasnt expecting myself to dye &highlight AGAIN, but I just did it. How spend thrift( also called as profligate) am I!

I'm so lazy to take up my driving license #arghbloodyhellbulllshit . Okay soon soon..... before school reopen. As promised ... photos below~ Seeya peeeeeps

P/s I think i should continue using this lao pehpeh phone! Teehee

GAYYYYYY

Miss band, section, instrument, instructor, practices, scoldings &many more!

2011-10-01T01:37:00.005+08:00

15 More Days..

Olahlahhh...Good morning! I'm currently watching Burlesque again, & my dad just came out of the room and started looking while smoking. I cant continue it, he will be like wth-ing/ Oh well, let's talk bout' my life yo!

1) I'm working as a telemarketer located @ Tpy & I dressed like shit recently HAHA. I dont know whats happening but ya, it doesnt matter how I look anymore. I wanna show people more than how I dress up. Get it?

2) I'm hitting the gym twice a week at least so I guess I'm suppose to slim down right? But yeah I cant bring myself to check out my weight HAHAHHAA HOW UNREALISTIC AM I.

3) All I think is money money & more money NOWWWWWWWW

4) I havent bought enough clothes for Semester2. My wardrobe is a big turn off. In a couple of days I'm getting: Sneakers, jeans, T-shits, socks, hair done. How busy to completely change my closet!

5) Lastly, I'm gonna change who I am. Tata!

Seriously, I'm pretty lazy to upload photos and I'm always lazy actually. C'mon lazy people tend to become fat. Okay I swear just one day! Next post you guys will get to see a less wordy post k ! Loveyapeeps<3 xoxo

2011-09-16T12:49:00.002+08:00

Nothing to be upset about :)

2011-09-07T15:29:00.003+08:00

Day 1: Ear block , lack of oxygen

I'm really excited to see my results today! See how active I can be in gym :) Okay baby, today's schedule is.... gym> make new specs > maybe meet YY > hommy!!!! I really hope everyday I can gym instead of shopping & eating! Argh 1.5 months to lose.... 3kg!

Yesterday was a disaster, lost my camera ! Hahaha but i feel nothing seriously! How unlucky can I be for this month?!?!?!! 1) Lost my phone 2) I accidentally spoil my friend's phone 3) Lost my cammy! .... HAHA WHAT A JOKE. I'm really afraid of losing stuff anymore, i dont even dare to buy phone/cammy(anything valuable!) again :(

Below are some of the photos taken in Mix& Splash Camp!:

(Y)

<3

:)

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2011-09-04T23:43:00.003+08:00

Mesmerised

This sept holiday has just started & I'm done with Mix& Splash Camp! For all I can say, it was an awesome camp spent with my friends( new& current ones) (Y) For this holiday, I definitely need to rest more & spent more $$$... as next sem will give me hell. Shitzxzxz. Oh yes! Sept 16 will be result day! Hmm hope there's no failures !!

I'm gonna plan my schedule well for this holiday.... need to work out more often!! I swear I can slim down! I'm gonna visit the gym every alternate days so its like 4 times per week:) JIAYOU SU! I want slim & lean legs! Argh

P/s You're really cute!

2011-08-31T08:10:00.005+08:00

Hey Monday-Candles

Its 8:10 am & I'm not a single bit tired when I have not get my sleep yet! What can I do now ,somebody please tell me! :( Its really a pain in the ass ! I wanted to follow dad to work but he insisted that I stay home! C'mon dont tell me I nua the whole day? I was thinking of going to gym but I'm so lazy...... maybe I just pack my house then head to lot one ? Somemore tmr I'm having M&S Camp, need to pack my bag! Hate this part the most!

When I'm listening to Hey Monday-Candles I thought of those gays from 1E01 :) Really miss em' I still remember those days in loft, I kept listening to the same old song when I'm in love with it & they got really pissed/irritated! Heehehe Oh ya i can even recall back that we played STRIP POKER . REAL STRIP POKER. Hahahaha it was hilarious please!!!! A total of 8-9 people, others were so scare so they didnt join us! HAAAHAHA good old times (Y)

Its 8:20 & dad changed his mind!(I always knew he is soft-hearted!) He is coming back to fetch me!!! Hope I dont fall asleep @ his workplace! Omg god bless me ^^ I just love following him to work as I love watching cars passing by, wind blowing onto my face, everything adds up to the awesomeness when I'm with dad!

P/s I think those gays influenced me badly! I'm slowly becoming a match maker -.-

2011-08-26T21:42:00.003+08:00

DESPERATE

Heyhoooooooo!
I miss those days in loft with my 1E01ssss!!!!! We are all bonded & FAT I can say! Hahaha We had suppers like pizza, mac , pizza , mac . I spent hundreds on food alone when I'm in loft :(. I dont even realise until recently! OMFG Those days were the days I enjoyed the most with them :) Just got to know them better each &every day.... feel like a family though. Alright I shall post some photos of them ~ More on facebook( I uploaded 600+++ but total there is 1000+++ of them)

Self made Pizza!= Brkfast!

GAYNESS

Dc!

When I tried to act smart! hehe

She simply love me when I'm smelly !!! HEHE

There's basketball session too~

Hilarious shitxzxzxzx! HAHAHA ONLY 1E01 KNOW *SECRET *

So, I spent my B'day with the gays!!!! I dont really need a celebration but yeah they insisted & I love most of the plans! HEHEHEHE Got dirty with the rest :) I enjoyed my day eventually.....

SHOOOO CUTE RIGHT HEHEHE

<3

:)

I'm so scared till i grab the water bomb when im blowing the candles!

(Y)

I love all of them & I appreciate all the presents & wishes:)

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2011-08-20T02:09:00.003+08:00

Freedom ftw3

I'm extremely upset about not having the chance to India for community service :( I really want to help the needy ok! Not for some credit or cca points pls..... Now, I have to email the in charge to see if he allows! After all it will be a good experience for me! I'm planning to be a volunteer of any organisation :) How noble right....

Oh today= Sky bday :) Had great fun ! Photos will do its job :B Happy Birthday to that mature guy!

Bday boy!

Forever jokers!

HAHAHAHHA

HAHAHHAHAHA HILARIOUS LIKE FCUK! MORE ON FB~

Dc critique session HAHAHAHA sian ttm >>> Photos below shall not elaborate much:)

The next couple?

Current one?

Love this girl!

She's shoooooo cute plox!

<3

Other couple??!?!?!

WOW just realise our class have lots of couples!!!!!!! :)

I need hugsssssssssssssssssssssssss, gonna hug the girls on monday~ <3

2011-08-17T01:13:00.008+08:00

MISSES

Its really a catch up for me. Good old childhood! Haha had great time with the cool ones celebrating Irham's big day! <3 To him: You have always been here for me, when I'm in trouble/ mad/ happy. Trust me you are the best :) Hope you enjoy your 20th bday^^ & the present tooooo <3 Photos below! I FELT THE STRENGTH OF THE SUN

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HAHAHAHHAHA'

P/s Camera died halfway so didnt manage to take pretty photos of him/us/everyone!:(

Dont feel like sleeping although I have a really important presentation to make tmr @8am:( I feel a little (very)nervous! BOOOHOHOOOOOO JIAYOU SU! Whats wrong with me! I always get fucking nervous when I'm presenting FUCKTARD . EVEN WHEN IM IN BAND , WHEN I PLAYED SOLO I GET FUCKING SCARE . STAGE FRIGHT? FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK:( FML SO HARD! NEED TO FIND SOME FUCKING SOLUTION TO STOP!
Icanslowlyfeelthechangeinme.

2011-08-09T00:08:00.002+08:00

MEMORIES

Spent my day wisely, i think.... I skipped EG1(Math) AGAIN HAHAHHAA I've kena so many times of warning letter already but today I skipped to do my fyp but still I feel guilty:( Hmmmm I swear this week im not gonna skip! hehehehe! Today I went for Excos gathering , as usual laughter here & there^^ Photos below~ ENJOY!

Tmr I'm gonna wear something casual to celebrate National day! HEHEHEHE Since it will be ultra warm! & I needa finish up my sketchbook & some layout draft..... boring! I MISS STAYING IN THE LOFT. WHEN EVERYBODY SLEEP IN THE LIVING ROOM TGT CAUSE WE ARE COWARDS HAHA. Photos will be uploaded when I'm supa free k baby!

P/s I'm addicted to some kpop , ohshitzxzxxzmamamamamama! I used to swear that I'll never like any of their songs. ZZZ

HAHAHAHHA UNGLAM JOL!

I LOOK LIKE I HAVE SHORT HAIR SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE AWWWWWW HEHEHEHHE

Batch7 of Exco!

2011-08-05T23:56:00.009+08:00

Recently I've been attending parties! Bby Chow b'day celebration was on wednesday, we went to Woodlands to have some typical steamboat! HAHAHA In the end of the day I smelled like hell..... & I have to head to hostel and everyone said the same line " WHY YOU SMELL LIKE FOOD" ZZZZZZZ Some photos below!ENJOY!<3<3<3 Love the girls but its a pity Supei had something on!

B'day girl!

Miss this girl

Okay I'm staying at hostel just for my design communication module .So, I'm not home for a week and I bet my parents miss me hehehehe. Every night I will kajiao both of them HAHAHAHHA It's super uber fun!(HACKING PPL ACC & SHARING OUR EXPERIENCE) Staying as a class & we can have bonding toooooxzxzxz. Photos of those crazy people will be uploaded soon! :) But before that the girls &me went to some art exhibition(URA) & FLEA! Got some awesomely cheap stuff hehe ^^ xoxo

URS photos:

My fb dp (go like if you like it too^^)

P/s worrier

2011-07-29T14:15:00.006+08:00

HEYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Oh my god I've finally take my "revenge" HAHAHAHHA I'm so happy! You see there will always be karma helping the good! SU YOU ARE THE BEST <3 OKAY I REALLY LOVE MYSELF HEHEHEHE

Sometimes this kind of stuff cant be avoided you know...... I really tried! Hmmm I think i just have to attend more yoga session to find my true self.

Oh & yes yesterday was awesome! Had IJ challenge with those asses , they were hilarious and talkative, LIKE ME! In the end we had fun and chiong last minute again hehehhe/ They made my day ! Need to meet up with them for lunchy soooooon :) Photos of them below!

SHY BOY

ANYHOW IN PROCESS HAHAHHA

THIS CRAZY GUY

Freaking gayster!

LOL

Nicely taken by me!

TOKKY

Our solution!

Serious bo!

My awesome groupmates!

Met Farah baby :) Went shopping the whole night with her . My legs are still aching & of course she's always the best! Spent 200+++ AND I STILL FEEL LIKE SHOPPING!!!!<3

Some random photos taken in dc:

Photos on my model below :) It may look easy but there's a story behind every of it. Design arent as cool or easy as you guys think. Really gonna mug hard now! CT is around the corner & I'm staying at the loft with my whole class for 2 freaking long weeks! From this coming monday!*Faint* Hope I dont grow fat !!!!! :( SO EGGCITED PLOX!

2011-07-24T01:33:00.003+08:00

CONFUSED

So guess what?? All my hope were dashed or maybe not. Depends. I was so fucking elated this evening and when i get home -> DANG. I really hate myself, my family. WHY NOW RIGHT. Time will do it right.

Yes, im gonna get a camera. The one i like, I will use it to take beautiful people, my love ones & pretty creatures :) Wait for me kkkkkk

Guess what! Its Junhao's Bday!!!! :) Went for a simple dinner & I enjoy their company alot! Hope he enjoyed himself and yes he's legal now :> I break my diet for him okay just for today! Didnt have a chance to take group photo but theres some random ones below :) Love them! <3

THIS GAY GHAHAHAHAHHAH

B'day boy! :)

P/s your eyes can do the talk

2011-07-15T15:39:00.002+08:00

More, better

Hey awesome people who have been stalking me! :> I'm back to blogging! My life have been wonderful with the help of Yoga practices. I've realised the changes made, for the better of course. How to say.... become more sensible, calm & calm. I'm always panic whenever I have to rush for upcoming projects or assignments, not now.You guys should join me in Yoga! ^^ I heard... you can build up a perfect body shape, improve your digestion , improve chronic diseases , improve concentration -> HEALTHY BODY/MIND!

I dont like asking people for favour. I find it really disturbing and irritating, maybe im too sensitive :( But sometimes i really have to, hmmmmm. Kinda sian!

Getting myself a guitar if i love it. Confirm getting myself a digital . Maybe attending intermediate Yoga lessons. Hopefully I can save $/slim down by withstanding salads for 3 months? Hmmm kinda impossible but i need to save money :( desperately.

P/s Love myself bit by bit everyday:)

On Ming's Bday!

They were really hilarious! :)^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

2011-07-09T17:43:00.004+08:00

Munching...

If only there is a junk food empire hahahha I've been munching on junk food recently & also getting fatter.... #IneedtostopeatingoneveryfoodIcraveon.

I'm 1/2 done with my creative"stairs" :) Awesome!!!!!!!!!

Creative and experience life through talking and learning. As the students of the deck, Clubs are curious, always thinking, and love to talk, read and teach. The positive Club is brilliant and well-informed; the negative Club can be a dishonest know-it-all. Great careers for Clubs include teaching, writing, law and journalism. It represent a person who is restless, on the go, and thrives on change.Three is curious, restless and enjoys trying new things. You are extremely creative, so channel your gifts in a positive way to avoid worry and indecision.

2011-07-04T13:32:00.009+08:00

Everyone is of the same kind.

I'm kinda disappointed in life, people, myself. I'm really sick of people acting. Be yourself & others will love you more. Oh ya since that day I lost my phone I have been using coarse language! SIAN TTM. I saved every cent for it & yet I lost it just like that:( My photos, video, contacts, notes... I even told myself not to spend money on a new phone, as I'm afraid to lose another one :( Fine... I've got over it. This week is blackberry sua week! One of my friend lost her bb too :(

Poly have been great & at the same time hectic. Projects, assignments, cca ... lots of stuff. I need to learn how to say NO . I skipped today's guitar lesson as I'm really exhausted, almost everyday i woke up at 6/8 am. We have lots of event like captainball , netball competition coming up! Need to find some time to practice them!!!:> Hehe

HAHAHHA I'm so fattttttttt. I need some motivation , needa jog twice a week! Omg cannot tank! K OFF TO BUSY BUSY~

Finally done with it~

Randomness

1E01 so cuteeeeee <3

Checkers' Day ^^ AWESOME PEEPOOOOOO

2011-07-02T14:19:00.002+08:00

Day 1

Hey peepoooo :) Yesterday wasnt just another day. Just to let you guys know, I've joined Np strings as a cca. It was humorous like how the senior taught me how to play a guitar HAHA I was deep down laughing HAHAHHAA I admit I was kinda retard cause everyone knows how except me. Okay fine! I just have to familiarize it!

Why nobody buy furniture from me :( Imma sadgirl93. HAHAHHA its so hard to convince them actually -.- OKIEEEE GONNA DO MY ASSIGNMENTS :)& TMR TO ART EXHIBITION AND MEETING......

2011-06-30T09:37:00.004+08:00

HA-HA-HA

You're not worth the post here. But I'm writing all out cause I feel really injustice! Seriously, you think I give a damn? I mean I dont know what exactly happen but it really pissed me off like how you treat me. I still treat you as a friend y'know! Afterall what you heard might be a rumour? C'mon think smart plox. I really cannot tank you sia......... FINE LETS NOT TALK KTHXBYE. :) AND I'm not born to please you BOOO LOSER~

Dont blame others, reflect before you talk.

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Why everyone is so satisfied with their CT results :(:(:(:(:( except me. HAHAHA Jiayou for the next one!

2011-06-28T18:48:00.003+08:00

WTFWTFWTFWTFBBQWTFBBQLOLOLOL

If only i can lose up to 10kg :( I needa gym,play sports & eat less! :( HAHAHHA IM SO DESPO TO LOSE WEIGHT NAO! JUST GONNA WHINE HERE. I'm gonna plan properly, gym once per week, work out twice & less junk food more fruits! BYE FATS AFTER 1 MONTH. I'm gonna see if it work out anot , if yes I'll continue ! JUST LET ME LOSE 3 KG /MONTH PLS! AND DONT LET MY BOOBS SHRINK KTHXBYE! I REALLY CANT RESIST THE TEMPTATION OF FOOD! So many of my guys' friend lose weight so EASILY. IF ONLY I were a bamboo stick I really dont mind man!

2011-06-27T13:00:00.004+08:00

Nua Day

Do you know what is articulated bus?!!?!

Almost everyday we see this but do you guys know the name of it? REMEMBER ITS ARTICULATED BUS!^^

Things to spend on when my pay is in:
1)Eb pencil
2)My fav dress
3)Covered shoe x1
4)Yingying & Syaf present
5)Steamboat
6)Outing with 1E01

Motherhell! I spent 6 hours in school waiting for a lesson @ 4pm, I wonder why is he so dumb to tell us last minute ! Fine since I havent done with my project and assignments. OKAY BYEBYE PEEEEEEPOOOOOO

P/s some people really need to learn the essence of Yoga

2011-06-25T15:58:00.002+08:00

AWKWARD123

Finally get to start on my assignments at home. I'm out for this whole week :/ & I'm completely exhausted! Pop was not bad but kinda awkward throughout hehe , my juniors are so sweet cannot tank!

When school reopen, its gonna be another hectic week!:( BOOOHOO. 1) Needa get my favourite dress in town 2) Work out 3) Picnic/kite flying with those sweeties! 4) Send in order for those furniture~ But I love being occupied, so I wont be thinking of those useless stuff!

I dont know how to initiate a conversation. But I want to know hows life for you! :( FINE SU. You dont have a chance now! So mad at myself! -Today

THINGS TO DO LATER: Apply nail polish , work out , assignments:( !

2011-06-22T19:19:00.003+08:00

E.T

Hope it stop raining so I can walk to the bus stop.... Today I'm done with 1 GT project! Hopefully I can finish EG1 later & not slack. HEHEHE So energetic yo! Things to do later: Work out, upload photos, MOL , bath & SLEEP.

Kinda miss everyone in my life that I've met before!

So.... now i wanna be tan again :) As tan as possible! Hehehe AND SLIM OF COURSE. I'm like doing work out everyday ok! Just to fit nicely into the dress I'm gonna buy^^ hehe smartgirl93

Found this photo so long ago:

2011-06-21T19:25:00.010+08:00

Feel it

Facts:
Do you know that Cebu is the third- best island in Asia last year!?!?!?![ Ahead of Thailand's Koh Samui & Phuket!!!!!] Cebu, which is the oldest city in the Philippines boast charming beaches, crystal-clear-diving and snorkelling spots.

*** ITS A MUST MUST PLACE TO GO!!!! (Y) SOON <3

It's about you , you & you. I feel kinda loserrrrrrrr. Hmmmmmmm needa self improve! Its not too late Su. Sometimes I really hate myself!!!!!! Start it now, start it right!

Holiday is just too short.... I'm still struggling with my furniture business! I thought I just have to order the workers around to deliver the goods -.- In the end I have to deliver it myself ,still, depending on the size. Hard-earned $! If it work out well, I can save the time advertising :) Do support me:>
Guess what?! I havent started a single project/assignment yet!

OMG A DRESS CAUGHT MY EYE. :( I WANNA GET IT SO MUCH AT ION ORCHARD. BUT I JUST DISLIKE TAKING $$$ FROM MOM ! 3 DAYS PAST AND THE DESIGN OF THE DRESS IS IN MY MIND VIVIDLY ! AWWWW

P/s: 1/3Photos of the furniture is on facebook! I have all the photos with me, you can choose to meet up with me & we can discuss everything slowly^^ I still prefer meeting up <3

END.

2011-06-18T02:12:00.006+08:00

MISS

Too energetic in the middle of the night. Getting real bitchy! Listening to clubbing songs add on to my high-ness HAHAHA Mother hell I'm really famished now(2.14am) AND I choose not to eat. I SHALL ANNOUNCE TO THE WORLD THAT IM GETTING FATTER, AS IM EATING MY LIVE AWAY~

I'm so serious. Baby you needa relax and think positively! (Y) Alright I just realised this recently -.- Imma gonna join dancesports, string club , and a lot more cca! HEHEHEHHEE

LADALAND HERE I COME!

2011-06-16T17:38:00.003+08:00

ECSTATIC

AWESOMELY ELATED! Hiiiii everybody! Photos makes me high! Outing is the sex baby! Enjoy the photos below. Gonna chiong my project work now BOO

P/s MORE PRETTY ONES ON FB! :>

I love this to the max *love*

This is really sweet^^^^^^^^^

2011-06-14T14:32:00.008+08:00

Dancing~

I feel so high! Wanna learn dancing! RIGHT NOW. Imma join hip hop as a cca right after the holiday! (Y)

C'mon baby. Let's party~ I need to drink someday . Have a little fun & party all night.

So I have my schedule for this holiday planned. Bravo! Meetings> Outings > Exercise > Work. I'm tight on cash :( Have to stop spending on food .

Those are the days I feel like screaming my hearts out. I dont. Its like a 360 degree change. FUCKING HATE IT. I never used to this , never need to consider. Never. But its good anyway I'll learn to be more sensible. If only were the only words I clinch on. IF ONLY.

2011-06-12T18:20:00.002+08:00

From generation to generation

If thats the case . Kill me. I really detest all this shit. Giving me a really bad impression. Stop all the bullshit please. How old are you to behave like a child? Conclusion choose your path properly.

Gonna have squash session with darling tmr , gonna hit the wall till it cracks. Bye

2011-06-11T14:51:00.006+08:00

Touchy

End of common test , manage to finish my design communication :) Life so great! Enjoy some photos below (Y)

p/s hate touchy people

On Karman's birthday <3

On LTA excursion

2011-06-09T21:17:00.003+08:00

EFFING BAD MOOD

Afraid of losing. The less you have the lesser you have to lose. Got it ? So I'm kinda stop caring, asking. Hmmm tired of everything here.

WHY. Just feel like screaming out my unhappiness ! I effing have lots of drawing to do . Hope my hardwork pays off, so gonna ton tonight to effing finish up my drawing.

WHATS LIFE! EFFING BITCH

2011-06-07T22:42:00.003+08:00

Just dislike complaining

Maybe I'm weird. I hate complaining or maybe complaining on the smallest thing. It really turn me off , others can complain about everything/anything . Seriously, they should stop or I should start.Everyone want to be different, but how different? In a bad/ good way? AND I think people shouldnt stick so close to each other. Never too close will do both good.

Oh my, I hate gays. Like those guys who speak/type/talk like one. Gentle is one thing > gay is another. You should really get some jab if you think you arent man enough. Some hormones jab. HAHA

Alright, I'm slacking my way through. Tmr is the last paper BBS1 (physics). Shall study last minute tmr okay! :) No mood! Tmr gonna be another long day~ Spending my rest of the day doing design communication! Let's hope tmr I have some magical skill to finish up half of my due assignments! If its pwreeeety or presentation I would take some photos to impress all of ya! HOHOHOHO

2011-06-03T23:08:00.004+08:00

Who dont need/love $?

Seriously, I would like to know anyone who can live without $ or at least very little sum of amount. I LOVE MONEY. I need to save $ to go India! HEHEHE I wanna learn their culture, experience & have fun during our september holiday! Save money = diet= skinny = India trip here I come! <3 AWESOME (Y) I think I can abandon my Bangkok trip this year! Haha but I feel like going Taiwan.... the food there waaaaaa can grow fat instantly! HAHAHHAHA

Common test is around the corner , let's chiong & have a 2 weeks break okay! :) Year 1 is kinda easy though . 3 papers to go! ^^ Photos of my class 1E01 below :>

2011-06-02T19:53:00.005+08:00

<3

Today I had fun in IJ class! My groupmates were awesome. I really love patient people & people who are capable to make me laugh . * wink got to know them better in days to come!

I practically drew/coloured an alien out AGAIN this time after so many practise .I still cant draw well enough. Patient girl. I shall take some photos of it & post it here when I'm really moody . So I can laugh at my own alien portrait! I got so many stuff to complete by today ,two tutorial, 5 drawings using my lousy colour pencils to colour! , test tmr which I knew it just few mins ago! GG man.

Yoga. Not as boring. I feel good after every practise (Y) You people have to try it! With handsome instructor of course <3 hehehe

OFF TO DRAWING~

2011-05-27T15:06:00.003+08:00

MAN

Finally finshed my presentation & I'm shivering HAHA I hope no one notice it . Sign of relief but I'm really stupid to have pronounced ESSENTIAL wrongly. _!_ Like wts so easy. SUPA NERVOUS. Ahhh its over! (Y)

Yesterday I met up with my dearest flauntist!!!! Some photos below! Polaroid ftw <3 They are so cuteeeeee cannot tank! We had steamboat & Galare ice cream. I can feel my stomach now!:( Lastly Ruuuu is going overseas for further studies:( Gonna send her off = tears dropping day .

<3

2011-05-25T19:53:00.004+08:00

Yearn for

Honestly, I dont think I belong here. Needa improve on myself, more. Its getting bitchy for me here. Handling everything alone really is tough. END.

Random photos(webcam) below~ Common test is coming people do work hard for it, I'm gonna study hard/smart for it. :) Don't give up on yourself people! You are much more fortunate than those who dont have a chance to study! So make yourself useful to the society! (Y) 2 test 1 presentation on Friday , how awesome!

P/s Time for me to have a counsellor,soon.

Ed &co ~

Karman &co ~ having meeting

2011-05-17T11:38:00.004+08:00

Crushed .

So bloody sick of whining to anyone who asked me whether I'm alright. I'm exhausted. I SHALL.... I SHALL KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT & OVERCOME EVERYTHING BY MYSELF. No more whining. Not as if after I whine i will feel or do better. Roll eyes stupid Su.

Hi people, I have two project work to be done asap.... Yesterday my course-mates & I went to BCA academy . Photos below! :> Oh well, and I have a little burn on my face cause we went to sentosa on Saturday! Its very fun , got to know more friends (Y) Photos willl be uploaded asap! And also .... my classmates have been great :)

HEHEHEHE FINALLY MET UP WITH FARAH , SUPEI & IRHAM ! They were still the same! I always enjoy their presence <3 We went to eat at Aliff , in the end 3/4 of us shitted after finishing our food. HAHHA so im not visiting Aliff again . But the prata taste delicious hahahhaha. Fatty me! Photos below~

TIME TO FINISH UP MY DESIGN COM ASSIGNMENTS AND SCHOOL TMR^^ GONNA MEET BESTIES FOR LUNCH TMR TOO! AWESOME!

Happy girls!

My classmates!

Nonsense girl <3

hehehe

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<3<3<3

With love.

2011-05-12T20:39:00.000+08:00

I dont see any hope

After nagging to one of my besties , I cant stop thinking that I'm so dumb. Thats true. I cannot be any positive. Although I laugh/smile every time, you wouldnt believe that I'm a very depressing girl inside. Okay enough.I shall be happy again cause I met my besties today <3 We went for Frisbee training but it didnt turn out to be as awesome so we went home . :) Gonna continue with my Volleyball cca! I'm keen on joining community service, I WANT TO HELP THE NEEDY!

Today a guy went up to me .... AND SAID. "Hi, I'm your cousin!" I was stunned .So I said " who are you!" and frowned! I know I may be a little mean & the whole situation was like so awkward when i said that. Please I swear I dont know him & didnt mean it. HE KNOW MY FULL NAME OK!!!!!! If you are reading this sorry for that and please find a better pick up line just so you dont scare other girls away. *wink*

I'm gonna start with my revision nao..... :(:(:(:(

2011-04-24T11:00:00.007+08:00

Dance all my worries away

Hey sweeties! I think.... people change as time goes by. I'm a living example, I always wanted to be as tan & no matter how much weight I gain it doesnt matter. Now, I'm afraid of consuming oily food & to become fairer I avoid the sunlight! I dont know what I'm thinking but ya thats me! I hope my friends remain like this, but I know this wont happen. People come & people leave .

I have a sudden urge of learning guitar ! I'm gonna learn it from my gf :)Watch out you guys , dont be mesmerized by my skill*wink*

I shall end my post with some more photos on orientation :)

LOVE SNAP SNAP

2011-04-23T11:03:00.005+08:00

I thought it would be..........e.a.s.y

Welcome poly life, I cant adapt to the learning style. I'm struggling.I have to step out of my comfort zone soon, if not I will be the one losing out. C'mon baby! YOU CAN DO IT! <3 Hmmm orientation for the freshies has just ended recently :) Photos below :> ( There's more to come in my next post!)

I miss you guys, why you guys treat me so sweet. Everything is so opposite now. OK let it be then. MISSES :(

Monday shall be a good start for everything!!!!!! :) Gonna head to school early to get my laptop done & download all my modules on monday! Goodluck to all my friends who are in Jc's, poly, ite & those taking O's . Life's tough but dont ever give up on yourself ^^

ION SKY^^

Ms & Mr BE for 1E01

CANDID !

SL'SSSSSSSSSS

CUTE RIGHT THE HOUSE HE MADE!

(Y)(Y)(Y)

OUR SL!

Lurbb lurbbzxxz thisxzxzx photoiiexzx! :)

Some random photos below:

2011-04-13T18:10:00.002+08:00

CONQUER

HEY BABY! I know I've been saying "I will upload photos" ... "relive the blog again after 23453 days!" Its another hectic & lazy week :)I really love how I feel about myself, my friends, everyone right now. Everyone around me have been treating me well, I would say very well!!

Ha-ha you guys will think I'm crazy in the first place to have retake O level & to change course after a year. YES I'm not gonna follow that stupid idea of mine, I decided not to apply for O level & not waste money on English tuition. Fate I would say. Maybe this course isnt that bad as how i used to describe it. Oh & yes good luck to those who are retaking this year!! :)

Night cycling <3<3<3 Although I get bruises here and there but it never stop me from cycling :):):) OKAY really, photos will be uploaded soon. Recently I went to East coast park, its so RO-MAN-TIC I must say! I think I'm gonna head there later this week again! :D

Miss miss miss my secondary school life <3 I really hope the 5 of us would be together laughing & spending time together once again. Maybe I'm paranoid but I feel there's this little gap between us. K afterall I still love you girls & miss all of you :( xoxoxo

K life . Some guys have been giving me a fright , in terms of everything. HA-HA yah thats life. I'm speechless anyway.

LOVE LOVE LOVE DOGS NOW. THEY ARE SUPER DUPER UBER ADORABLE :) K I miss doggy now!!! HEHEHE BYE sweeties gonna get ready for Noel's birthday party now^^ SEE YA!

2011-03-14T16:02:00.003+08:00

Unkempt

Hello readers! I'm back , well , I love my life now . I feel really good nowadays, i dont know why but ya just love the way it is now <3 I bought my laptop yesterday & I havent even install a shit in. Lets see, I'm gonna rely on my bro again... I hate it. I'm gonna try, if i really cant I will ask for help.

Life is tough ... I have a lot of money issue to deal with. So lets just work hard for $ & stay strong :) I'm starting to deal with things calmly , yes thats me if you are surprise! KKKKKKKKKK I'm off~

P/s photos for SuEr's b'day party will be uploaded asap!

2011-03-06T15:52:00.005+08:00

LOVE LOVE LOVE

Hey babe. I had an awesome time with my secondary school friends yesterday. Hahaha they were simply adorable , feel so comfortable with them. :) We played bowling & SQUASH. The squash game was extremely exciting ! They were behaving like kids man, and I was deadbeat when i finished the game . K enough of them, will be uploading some photos soon <3 Gonna have another game of squash tonight...

After yesterday I finally got to know myself a little more, I've been doing stuff quickly without enjoying it. HMMMMMMM I must 24/7 remind myself to NOT BE GANCHIONG when I shop, learn something new, study, clinch anything i want. Okay I'm done for today^^

P/s I miss you dude , K IM GONNA BLOG IT HERE INSTEAD OF TEXTING YOU. MISSYA! :)

2011-03-04T11:16:00.004+08:00

Skinny people vs the fat people

Recently I've read up a book about how to shed pounds easily or something like that. Below are a summary of it, if not interested please dont continue :)

For skinny people: " the organ would send signals that travel to the brain ,once she's eaten enough food to fuel cell metobolism for few hours, these signals triger fullness. Therefore higher metobolism rate = overeating would not happen."
"The more often you consume sweet,fatty foods or starchy the hungrier you feel."
You need to have enough food if not you would feel cold & would get bad temper easily .Body heat is determined more by food intake and levels of certain hormones than by body fats (although body fats keep them warm to a certain extent) . Less food > fat cells shrinking> Leptin level drop > Metobolism rate slow down> Muscle dont produce as much heat > Therefore you feel cold.
Stress >> Cookies and chocolate may seem to reduce stress and anxiety . There's a number of stress reducing method : walking, reading, self-indulgence(massage, pedicure) , calling a friend, formal relaxation ( tense them up as inhale , and release as you exhale) ,breathing, laughing and take a relaxation class(yoga, meditation) . Never use food as a stress relieve. Eat filling food FIRST and fattening food last. Filling food are like : veggy, fruits, whole grains .... etc

Theres still more...... will update another half when I finish up the rest of the book^^

2011-03-02T01:30:00.004+08:00

Hais

I'm in deep shit , I'm behaving more and more like a hardcore shopaholic . I really cant control myself anymore. Everyday I would buy stuff to pamper myself, like today i spent 80 bucks. IM IN DEEP SHIT. I have to lock my cards and not bring extra money out if not all my hard earned money will be gone in no time :( OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG DEEPSHIT DEEPSHITTTTTTTTTZZZZZ.

2011-02-24T23:43:00.004+08:00

<3

Heyheyheyheyhey! I'm currently working, it's awesome as time passed very fast . Whats my plan , hmmmmmm. Tmr I'm gonna head to town to shop & study after that. Saturday going to play volleyball & to flea! Sunday I'm meeting my gay to work ^^ Monday is buffet day <3 Awww such an awesome week.

I've already started to collect past-year papers for mathematics :) Well, I'm signing up for tuition on March and getting my ass to Regent for consultation . What else I need to prepare! I wanna be fully prepared for O's. I shall conquer you O LEVEL.

Hahaha seriously, I will only talk to three type of guys. Either they are gay ,nice or gentleman ^^ I really enjoy talking to gays , love them ttm. HEHEHEHEHHE ciao!

2011-02-20T20:12:00.003+08:00

NOT NEEDED (Y)

So.... in total I've skipped work for two days & rot. Everyone around me are looking for jobs urgently , I'm gonna do that next week *wink* I'm so bored at home. K enough of my crap, I needa clean my house soon & clear all the shit. Imma gonna return my uniform & study for my O's tmr :B Goodbye ass!

Miss all the bitches :(

2011-02-17T16:04:00.009+08:00

GUYS

Sup dude! I'm here with new pictures again!!! HEHE excited much?! Yesterday I went suntanning with Yeewan. Although its short but... i feel great afterall! I didnt pay for my phone bill so I'm not gonna use my phone for the next three weeks! I hope when my mom couldnt contact me she will pay some for me^^ Hehe I'm sucha pro. I'm working for few days starting from tmr.... you know I'm extremely lazy to look for jobs or go for an interview so I shall slack awhile for now.

2011-02-15T15:13:00.004+08:00

Fuckin Perfect.

I'm sick of everything. Every time the same bullshit thingy starts all over again, have you think before what you've done bought us upon this state. If i were to tell the world , they would have laughed at your stupidity . I had enough of it. I'M NOT GONNA RESIGN TO MY FATE.

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Uss~

2011-02-12T23:03:00.011+08:00

Stress.Sad.Stupid

So... today is saturday which means 2 more days to end of work in Takashimaya & Valentine day! I'm eager to find a job right now & get my ass to work again! My shopping list is getting longer & longer~ I saw a Nike shirt today , gonna get it when I get my pay! Hehe I tell you guys something... I'm in love. I'm in love with Nike ( I'M GETTING ALL MY CLOTHES,BAGS,SHOES THERE SOON^^)

Okay Let's see, every cny we follow the same sequence . First up,we headed to Granny house , after which.... aunt house to gamble~ Then to another aunt house to watch teevee :> On Chu3 we( 10 of us) went to Yeewan's house to gamble again.. then to lan for L4D2 & BS. Can you imagine they even created a group in fb named L4D2,Blackshot !!!! This is how hardcore they can get ^^ Chu4 we 9 of us went to each others house to bai nian which is awesome! HEHEHEHEHE Of course I miss zi char~ Filling every single food into your mouth without thinking :) HAHA Photos below~

Yesterday we girls went to Supei's chalet :> She's still as sweet and blur , really love her lots. Photos shall do the job! HEHE

Oh.My.God.
I've made up my bloody mind to retake O's while taking my current course in Np. Who knows I will be the top scholar for advertising course right! I'm getting myself a macbook pro , the memory so low.... no games.... hard to use. BOOOO but I really want to get into Advertising & public relation so this shall be it. I'm getting the lappy and chiong for this course and O at the same time! I know I may sound like I'm playing a fool b ut I'm not. God bless me. I'm joining two cca in Np, tuition for my O's and of course with all my project work! I'll be deadbeat .

P/s Actually I really agree to your saying but a part of me choose not to think about it. I will get over it.

CNY

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LOOK AT HER DRUNK FACE~

AWWWW HIS EYELASHES PLSSSSSSS

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LOVE HER MAXXXXXX HAHAHAHHAHAHHA

YP's COAT

Justin house!

SEE ME SEE ME

SUPEI'S B'DAY

Preeeeeeeeeety right^^

2011-02-02T19:27:00.012+08:00

EVE EVE EVE

Hi. My dinner was awesome ^^ even though its at home feel so..warm. My parents are always busy so we rarely have dinner together. I can say this is the first time we sat together ever since the last reunion dinner which is last yearrrrr. I REALLY HOPE I HAVE MORE FAMILY DINNER TGT:) You guys are so bliss to have your parents around all the time unlike me, they are always busy earning money! :(

Hope I get lots and lots of angbao , HEHEHEHHE. I ALREADY THOUGHT OF WHAT TO DO WITH IT ALREADY! SAVE HALF...... SPEND HALF! I'm gonna buy Nike sports bra to motivate myself to do sports more often ,clothes & shoes . <3 Money money money~

Yeewan's surprise birthday photos below :

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HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA JOKE SIA

MOLE!

CUTE RIGHT^^

ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

OMG

JOKE OF THE DAY

(Y)

CANDID

2011-01-28T23:47:00.016+08:00

Day 5

Hi. Today was a torture to me, no customer > talk all day long> did nothing > eat > pack up! Oh my, I think this is getting from bad to worst! My junk food addiction is coming back real soon, I love junk foods but i wanna slim down .... HAHA so I told Yeewan AFTER CNY , she say excuses! HAHAHAHA SHE KNOW ME THE BEST. Okay......... we are gonna do something crazy tmr (Y) Lets view some photos of us in Sentosa below^^ Enjoy!

Finally met up with my beautiful girl , EUNICE just now ^^ We planned to go jogging just now but my shoes in my locker so we decided to play badminton .... in the end we played xbox as we are too lazy. WHEN SHE PLAY THE DANCING THINGY I BURST OUT IN LAUGHTER HAHA. Can you imagine?!!!?!?! ^^ Okay but I still love her like always!!! (:

On the 30th of Jan ....... we gave Yeewan darling a surprise ! She always thought we forgot her birthday or so.... but we didnt okay! We guys are damn sweet la! <3 style="font-style: italic;">

Sentosa <3<3<3

LOOK AT HIS HANDS....

C'MON EVERYONE COPY^^ HAHAHAHHA GAYSHIT

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SHE AND THE SHIRT

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EPIC

2011-01-23T17:20:00.014+08:00

HA HA HA

Wassssssssup. I'm back to S'pore with a big fat smile on my face^^ I'm tired of being emotional. I've thought it over & over again, why should I be bothered when I cant make a change & I'm just wasting my energy . I have to make full use of this holiday as I'm gonna chiong poly........ hope there's no more distraction. Hmmmm

C'mon baby , I shall upload Bangkok photos! One word...........Superb! (Y)

Madness!

AWW the orange juice was bravoooooo <3

HEHEHE PRETTY RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

Banana ice cream^^ NOT NICE HAHAHAHHAHA

WE=HAPPY

ON TOKTOK! (Y)

JUST WOKE UPPPPPP

Strong like a woman !

HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHHE^^

Night market~

He and his kpop!~~~~

THEIR TOPSHOP (:

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Cute much!

(Y)(Y)(Y)

LES IN ACTION

HONG RETARD HAHAHAHAHHA

I found out that I have 0 black shoes,slippers,accessories ! HAHA So..... I'm gonna get it when I'm rich again! BKK again with the Awesome on December again :) I'm bloody poor now, cant even go genting or Uss with the rest :( Boring! I'm starting work soooooooooooooooooon, yeah $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ! Some random photos below :)

I'm glad that I said something from my bottom of my heart, I didnt regret at all. Hope we stay this way ok^^

2011-01-20T13:36:00.004+08:00

GG.com

Can I shut myself up , from everyone else. To a far far away place where no one knows me. The world is ending, I know my thinking is square but I really yearn for it. I dont feel like going for any outings, chalet & more upcoming events stuff. I feel like closing myself up & not sharing my worries/burdens/feelings to anyone anymore. I want to disappear from this small lil world. Please let me off. I'm a weak girl who knows nothing, who can achieve nothing ,who thought she was strong, who gave up easily. Who says whenever you fall you will be stronger? TELL ME WHO SAID THAT. I had enough , enough of false hope , being a retarded ,crying like a baby ,laughing at nonsense stuff .

Sorry I'm not strong enough

2011-01-05T15:01:00.004+08:00

TIME TIME TIME

Hey whatsup !I NEED TIME BADLY :( Hahahaha Yesterday I was suppose to pack my bag for bkk then I ended up playing poker with Yuan&co so.....I pack nothing at all. Today I'm in a bloody rush. I got to travel down to Vivo to collect my new phone^^ HAHA Then to collect my Scholar ,then to get contacts . After which I dont know whether to travel to my hair dresser's place. AFTER EVERYTHING THEN I PACK MY BAG ,SO TIRED. I'm not carrying a luggage or so, just bring a simple bag to squeeze everything inside :D

EXCITED FOR BKK?! YEAH BABE.I'M STILL LOOKING FORWARD TO TMR! HERE I COME BKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK <3

2011-01-02T23:45:00.021+08:00

EMO KID93

Why mankind are so contradicting, why are they so complicated,so disgusting ,so cruel & lastly so cunning. :( I love world peace instead of people harming each other. I want to spread love in this world baby. All this stuff have been spinning in my head from yesterday till now, was super emo throughout the outing with my girls. Sorry girls.
Screw slimming down.We were spending our whole day EATING,non stop. & luckily I found myself an admin job which shall distract me from eating and work! ^^
I'm tired of entertaining people, now let's change okay? I'm tired of talking/listening to crap/trusting people & get hurt/ just everything . I need to end this real soon. So from today onwards I shall SHUTUP. BYE :D

^^

LOLLOLOLOLOLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

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LOVE

END

2011-01-01T21:56:00.003+08:00

Mind screwed,burn me

Wasssssup baby. I just woke up manxzxxzxzxz. Yesterday went to town>Yuan's place to count down when I didnt intend to in the first place. It was hilarious la, games,poker & even crap also! HAHA. To be honest I count down in the washroom ASSHOLE. HAHA we were playing drinking game then I didnt notice the time & end up at there. LOLOLOLOLOL No one was drunk ,i think....I wanna play poker man baby, so addictive but with the help of Yuan la duh!?!?!?!?!!!! (Y)

Seriously , I'm broke. I left nothing for bkk :(:(:( Gotta borrow money from mommy hope she lend some to me if not I will screw myself. BKK IN ANOTHER 5DAYSS. I also got myself an admin job just to earn more, I know this sounds ridiculous but I dont know what the fuck I'm doing, actually by now I should have the money to bkk :( HOW SAD.

BURN ME BABY BURN ME BABY BURN ME BABY BURN ME BABY BURN ME BABY BURN ME BABY BURN ME BABY BURN ME BABY BURN ME BABY BURN ME BABY BURN ME BABY BURN ME BABY BURN ME BABY BURN ME BABY BURN ME BABY BURN ME BABY .

Welcome 2011, you've been great from 1st Jan. New year resolution!?!?!?! To become rich. HAHAHA Tmr gonna be another awesome day :) Meeting up with my girls! (Y)(Y)(Y)MORE PHOTOS WILL BE UPLOADED .

2010-12-29T19:57:00.002+08:00

I'M SUFFOCATING(only yeewan know why ^^)

Wassssssup my darlingsssssss. I'm doing fine , at home slacking for past 3 days. I'm going out tmr but I'm not gonna spend much so..... I hope I still have enough money for bkk! I really enjoy rusting at home even when I'm facing the computer 24/7 ( not so exaggerate !! HAHA) I feel like doing some hardcore sports,to make myself tired very tired, but I'm super lazy to jog. I want to play L4D tooooo, its like miracle but so what....I'm so gonna play it on jan or something.

Chalet....It will be carry on no matter what. My decision is fixed. Chalet, give me a lot of problems ,I'm lucky to have my gfs support. (: Need to meet up with Shirmin soon, to plannnnnnn. Talked things out with Dickson, & I was so paranoid . Fine all my fault. BYE

2010-12-28T01:09:00.009+08:00

BALL-LESS

Hi ball less people. I'm fucking pissed, shouldnt elaborate much, actually seriously why I get so worked up when its something related to you. I've got nothing to worry/fed up about because me &you are totally different now. Please stop your way of dealing things, please I dont need your sympathy at all. :) Thanks ah for being so hard on me for these few days. I need to stop everything I'm doing cause what you've done spoil those beautiful memories, so just stay this way. Thanks

Oh man, spend 90 $ today!:( SAD MUCH.BUT I HAD FUN SPENDING $$$$$$ HEHEHE. Went to malaysia>s'pore to watch movie>home!(photos to be uploaded ,I know my blog is so wordy I cant stand it myself too^^ SOON KAY)WALAO IM SO NOT GOING TO THE STEAMBOAT GATHERING CAUSE I'M BROKE IF I WERE TO ATTEND! & I bought SOMEMORE facial lotion etc......a lot. How can I bloody control myself. I need entertainment someone......

Should try my very best to treat everyone mean-er. LIKE MORE MEAN AND STUFF. I'm like doing everything for everyone, its like automatic kind. Cannot stand myself either. Fine, give me some attitude Suling! K love you bye!

@9.39pm

Boring....... what a boring day. I'm not gonna go out for a week or so,dont wanna spend money :( SEEYA BABIES!

LOOK AT HONGGGG

Yummyyyy

HAHAHAHHAH YUAN

LOVE THIS

2010-12-26T16:53:00.004+08:00

FREEDOM,LOVE THIS FEELING!!!!

HIIIIIIIIII. I'm feeling great after 1 month of work with so little off days,late almost EVERYDAY,having the world best leaders/seniors/colleagues , encounter lots of fussy customers,learnt a new skill, experience a lot(to be independent). Miss those people *wink* Maybe gonna meet them on the 30th! Christmas have come to an end, lets look forward to New year then! (:

Actually I'm suppose to go over to Yeewan's house, but I'm too lazy to go over & I just feel like nua-ing at home doing nothing,packing my house. I just finish wrapping Eunice's friends presents, those rolled paper really pissed me off. Nevermind I'm done anyway! Gonna meet her three consecutive days for morning jog!*wink* Hope it work out well & to watch my diet like duh!?!?!?!?!

HAHAHHAHAHA I'm such a loser. I cant paint my own nails well, HAHAHAHHAHA I look at it now, I feel like some sort of monster or something. FINE I GIVE UP. YEAPPPIIII Ber sister sending over our buys soon, heard that it's arriving this week ! Happy much.

Another bravoooo news is, on the 1th /2nd of Jan 2011 , 5 of us gonna have some kind of high tea & stuff! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHE ,wanna see how much they change! ^^ So long since we met!

BYE PEOPLE TMR IS A DAY I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO!!!!!!! BYE~ <3

2010-12-25T00:04:00.003+08:00

ITS CHRISTMAS BABY!!!!!!

Hey^^ I've been waiting for today to arrive!!!! So excited!! (Y) HAHA Excited for the end of work & also celebration but i was too tired to even celebrate so I went straight home :D Got some gifts *wink*.I've been wanting to plan a gathering for the Sec 5's , ahhhhhh so cumbersome! Everything is coming to an end, 2011 is coming ! I had enough for 2010 , please give me a fucking break .

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I wanna ask my girlfriends & others to go out straight after the result day (: LAST DAY WEARING SCHOOL UNIFORM OK!!!!! So we must treasure it lots lotsssss.

OMG BKK IS IN 12 DAYS TIME!!!!!! WOOHOHOHOHOHOOOO I've already planned what to wear to bkk!! HAHA I'm gonna ask Yw to keep my money in case I spent all! :( NOW I'M FUCKING BROKE, BLOG SHOP=$128 ,CLOTHES=$90, HAIR DYE=$20,CONTACT LENSES=$30. So tell me now, how much I left for my bkk! :( I'm such a sadist!

WORK. My colleagues is awesome! Gonna hug everyone tmr to spread my loveeeeee~ HAHAHA Gonna be back the following year*wink* IM GONNA GRAB A BUNCH OF TRACING PAPER/DOUBLE SIDED TAPE/SCOTCH TAPE/RIBBONS!!!!! (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)

SEEYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA <3

2010-12-21T21:01:00.004+08:00

YOU MUST BE KIDDING ME

Hey hunks& babes!!! :) Another 20 days to O level results(its around there) Another 16 days to my bangkok trip with the Awesome! Another 6 days to M'sia & meetup the awesome!! Another 4 days to end of work!!! Feel so exciteddddddd(Y)(Y)(Y)

Yesterday I had a great chat with Jordan, all about life story*wink* He let me think a lot, those stuff I didnt want to know,choose not to know ,lazy to find out myself. Thanks to him. (: OH YAH I stayed at home the whole day today,slept till 5 pm & slack all the way as outing with Yuan was cancelled ! I needa shop for Christmas gift soon laaaaaa , so busy working , still havent decide what to get !

Had a lil chat with Farah darling, she's doing fine:) Glad to hear that! I'm gonna plan something soon , the 5 of us. After results ,after all my problems ,after bkk, after every trouble I'm facing now. :(

When somebody treat you good doesnt mean he/she like you , it just that they are good people. Very good.

I really need to start thinking about what I'm gonna do in the future, HEHE Handcraft stuff?! Customer" Hmmmm you are real good in wrapping, I think you need to do something related to handcraft in the future, such as Architecture,design etc....." Me" HAHAHAHA I thought so......" (Y)(Y)(Y) You seeeeeeeeee, I get praises here &there sometimesssssss, and get scolded too! But from now on whenever I get scolded I will remind myself that I shall tolerate this bullshit for 4 days*blink blink!* hehehehe and i wanna buy g10 cannon ley!!!!! If that camera is new one!!! :D hehehe I shall save money & continue my fruits diet! (Y)

I feel that I needa open up A LITTLE MORE. K I shall try. Wanna be happy like last time, happy =pretty girl! (Y) PLEASE GIVE ME A BREAK SUCKER.

Oh & yeah, I would like to change my hairstyle.............& dye it soon. K gonna visit my hair dresser asap *kiss* BYE

P/s trust=failure

2010-12-19T00:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPPPPPY <3

Hi people! I'm extremely hyper today! Even though a lil girl called me"auntie" , its nothing! Cause I'm young at heart ! HEHEHE Anw I went to expo to find yuan& justin *wink* It was totally awesome. Crocs ftw! It's so comfortableeeeeeee(Y) HEHE I got myself three pair of crocs, thanks to yuan! ^^

Oh my shit, my schedule =hectic for this december ,needa squeeze time for my girlfriends :) HEHE I need to upgrade myself by learning Amath & Eng (Y)(Y)(Y)

OMG I NEED TO BUY CHRISTMAS PRESENT SOON LEYYYYY. WHOSE FREE. I wanna get 3 present in total! Money~ fly money~ HAHAHA Fine I'm in high spirit today!

I'm so afraid to talk to you again, too paranoid nowadays. What's with me seriously. I'm sorry for everything that I did. :( You are too good.

I'm working tmr ,so not gonna crap so muchhhhhhhhzxxzxzxz <3 BYE