How to how to how to!

Yesterday i visited my grandpa at Singapore general hospital . I took 1hr30 min to travel there & spent 5 mins accompanying him as his asleep. Well, he injured himself again so he has to be admitted to the hospital .
I don't know how to study chinese feel so bored. I have a lot of things to do but i don't know which to start with ! I never study chinese before so how am i gonna study it now ! AHHHHH plus I'm super lazy to read/write/or do!!!! Tmr studying with Yeo Yeewan , so looking forward to tmr as i can disturb her!!! HAHAHAHHHA! Ok i wasted today and i really regret it. Even though i don't know what to do! I don't want to flunk my chinese paper. Walao! A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 come to mama!!!

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I finally realised when you have almost everything, is not as good as i thought. You tend to take things for granted thus not working hard. So i believe being imperfect is kind of perfect too (: I no longer gonna envy people anymore.