I don't deserve you , i never did

Aww let me briefly talk about the sequence of event. Firstly, as Yuinping &co Sky &co , Bernice &co and MinEn &co came to my Grandpa's wake till around 3 plus , some left earlier . I was so excited so i slept for 7 hours the day before which is a lot!. Due to their presence i could not sleep but it's worth it ! We gambled & i won 2 bucks only!! Today was a tough day as we need to go through a lot of rituals which is like so super duper ultra cumbersome. After our trip to the crematorium we head home & taaaddaaaaaa LUNCHHHHH!!! Which i waited for 5 hours to have a proper meal! Heeehe!

Secondly, I'm really very fortunate to have friends who care for me & love me! Hehee! I'm so touched you guys came and gave me word of concern and love!~ Love is in the air! Haha. I love the heart attack part where by we get so freaking super duper excited about! LOL. Maybe i sounded like a person who is deprived of childhood but whatever it is I still love you guys! What are friends for right!!! AND those who send me text to comfort me , really appreciate it!!! Awwwwwwww. I'm gonna get diabetes soon as you guys are the world sweetest friends!!!! (: MUAAAAAH! Give each of you a kiss!! teehee!!!

Lastly, I hope everything is gonna be alright. All my relatives is so heart broken when Grandpa is gone . But what we went through had resulted in stronger bonding among my family members as we know the pain of losing our love ones & so we have learnt to cherish each and everyone . Awwwh let's just hope everything gonna go smoothly and let's move on people!!! No more emo , no more hatred , but there will surely be more love & laughter!(:
Loves, Suling